Sunday, October 16, 2005

weekend.. after 2 consecutive hell weeks

Friday-Oct 14
it was the feast day of our patron saint so we didn't have classes. thank god! after 2 strenuous weeks of pressure, sleepless nights due to loads of requirements, long quizzes etc. it was sooo stressful. moving on, i was invited to ateneo open party but as usual, i wasn't allowed to go. good thing my cousin invited me to watch kuya greggy's band-Underscore. so that night, my parents and i went to glorietta for like 30 mins lang and then they dropped me off to Gweilo's bar for my cousin's gig. they were great, really. and i like the songs that they sang. what else? ate Tin and i were boy watching. hahaha!!! i spotted one hot guy(well not just one) but unfortunately, he has a gf.duh! moving on.. after Underscore's gig, that was like 12mn already, ate and i left the bar and went for stroll in greenbelt. walk..walk..walk.. we were planning the things we're going to do after my parents left for US. hehe gimmicks. when we were about to leave greenbelt, we saw raymond gutierrez and georgina wilson. pretty!

Saturday-Oct 15
i stayed home the whole afternoon. but during the night, i was in galleria. waaah!! sale but i'm broke. so i didnt get to buy all the things i wanted. i was with Jocas last night. we played billiards. he taught me how. he was a show off. haha just kidding, but he's good ah. we were supposed to watch a movie eh but not enough time. ayoko nga magbilliards eh but it was ok. everytime magkapoints ako, sinasabi ni jocas chamba lang daw. feeling. haha. then we strolled lang, went in a few clothes shop, then starbucks. went in people are people and we saw vicky with her mom. they were shopping for clothes. ohh my cousin was there also, kuya greggy, with two of his friends. i found out he and jocas had a not-so-good past pala. they had a 'problem' sa girl. hahaha oh welll. jocas asked me if i want to go to the variety show in ateneo. as much as i wanted to, di pwede. waaahhh... so un, it was past 9pm na. we waited for my sundo, then i went home. jocas went to ateneo pa.


today, sunday.. i'm at home, but we'll go out later this afternoon. oh, have to call rhia in like 5 minutes. i promised eh. hahaha but i have to finish this entry muna..

trying to call up rhia, but the line's busy. wonder who she's talking to. argh i need to make kwento eh!!!

BR's heartbroken again. for the 6th time. shit i wana help him but how can i? dba?

i'm gonna post a really nice poem nalng..

TONIGHT I CAN WRITE by Pablo Neruda

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, 'The night is starryand the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing.
In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

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