no one said life's gonna be easy..

i find it really miserable when i come to think that we're losing someone again. yeah.. it's catastrophic. we though we're all going to graduate together. we didn't want to leave anyone behind. but sadly, that's not going to be the case. anyway, i wont go into details anymore because i have to respect her. no one else should know, then gossip about her. that would be too awful. oh well, whatever happens, we'll pray for you and support you. we know you can surmount this. it's only a tragic phase that you have to go through. but it will pass. just help yourself and dont give up. be strong for you, for your family, and for us, your friends.. (the sub).. everything's gonna be fine. and you'll feel better and think better. you'll surely improve. i still believe in you. let this serve as a lesson not only to you but for everyone that it will do you no good. no good at all. it'll make everything worse pa. i'm gonna miss you.. seriously.. but dont worry, you'll always stay in our hearts.