sucky saturday

Grrr… I so hate this friggin day due to a lot of really exasperating reasons. First, we have Saturday classes. Half day.. second, I woke up late. Around 6:10am, when my school service usually arrives by 6am. Fortunately, it’s late and got to my house like 6:30am. But still, can you imagine how stressful it is to move so fast early in the morning? Sobrang nagmamadali ako. And then, when I’m inside the car na, I remembered I wasn’t able to fix my stuffs because I didn’t have the time. I found out later in school that I left my g-tech, wallet, lip balm, perfume, alcohol, hanky, some books, and my cell phone pouch. Talk about total annoyance. So obviously, I wasn’t in my speaking mood again. If that wasn’t enough, here’s more. We have a project kasi for religion. Community profile thing. Jo and kate were my partners. Eh the submission’s last week pa, apparently late na nga. I told them dapat Tuesday this week ma-pass na namin. But they didn’t do anything!!! As in nothing.. eh since I wasn’t snappy that time, I didn’t get mad. I kept reminding them to do their part na but they’re really irritatingly irresponsible. I gave them until today, Saturday to accomplish the task I assigned to them but irresponsible talaga eh. Buwisit talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mygod, si Jo gumawa nun part niya but when I read it, I was like “wtf, super babaw naman ng content.” But of course I didn’t say it to her. Nakakainis talaga!!!!! Sr. Valencia got mad at us tuloy kasi I was the only one who made a personal reflection eh dapat individual yun. He said if it’s incomplete, he’ll give us a failing grade for the project. So of course, I got really really really furious. Aaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh…. I’m controlling myself lang not to say bad words. … then, I decided I’m gonna do the project on my own. Bahala na silang dalawa sa buhay nila. If they’re thaaaat negligent of their responsibilities, well, I’m soo not like them. Fuck naman talaga.. sort of nag-away pa kami ni Jo. I’m snappy today. I can’t help it so bear with it. Besides, she started it. She approached me all mataray and stuff. Kapal.

Moving on.. I was supposed to go out this afternoon. Tentative plans were supposed to be in katip, GH, and Xavier bandfest with Rhia. I betcha know what happened… this shit always happen. Grrr… pag nagka car na ako and marunong na ako magdrive, I’m gonna go out everyday. Hmph!!!! So the rest of the day, I stayed at home. Depressed, furious, mad, enraged, exasperated and the like. Everyone’s out there having fun except for me, stuck here at the center of gravity (wtf? Physics)… and no one’s texting me tonight. Only a few but eventually wala na. grrrness… nahihiya tuloy ako kay Jocas kasi we were supposed to meet up in GH. Eh he didn’t text me naman before going there so hindi niya alam na I’m not going anymore. He texted me when he was already there. Feel ko he’s mad or naiinis. Oh well.. so much for wanting to go out. Things don’t go my way. Things don’t fall into place. Everything’s a wreck. I’m sooo mad today. My eyes are puffy. I’m bored. Wala ako makausap. And I don’t want to talk to anyone naman din. So basically, this is what happened to me today. Sounds fun? Yeah.. sarcastically.. can this get any worse?

People, I’m not a brat. I don’t always get what I want so please don’t tell me that I am especially when I’m mad. Because I might just snap at you. You can tell me that when I’m in a good mood or when I’m happy para hindi ako snappy. because when i'm mad, i'll take it as an insult. but when i'm happy, i'll take it as a compliment. hahahahaha...