Farewell to the Year 2005..

wow... I love 2005.. so loved it.. I learned a lot of things, met new and interesting people, some of them are so damn nice while others hate you just because they're fuckin insecure.. I gained experiences that opened my mind to new possibilities, had some firsts which were at the beginning really scary and all.. and a whole lot more. wah, it surely was a blast. but ofcourse, I also had my encounters to bumpy, hell-like roads. kaya nga fun eh.. may variation of good and bad times. basta.. lav it! I also love December 28, 2005. hehe.. why? can't tell yah.. it's written in my diary. but basically EK trip yun with sila.............. sooo.. since it's January 1 na, new year, I want to list my reflections, insights, realizations or whatever you may call it, as a closure.. nax.. not in order ah.. random toh.. and later on.. if I have the time, I will make a New Year's resolution to start of 2006..

1. I had so much fun this year but the most miss-able month for me is the month of May. why? A lot of reasons. haha the people I met last summer made the remaining months of 2005 truly fun--->fun is an understatement. yesh i know.
2. You don't have to study so hard to get good grades.
3. You must learn how to balance your social life with studies. YinYang..
4. People can be so selfish and success oriented that they tend to forget and take you for granted.
5. You can fall for the most unlikely person. I mean, your idea of a perfect prince charming will seem to be void of meaning when destiny lets you meet the person who you really like.
6. You cannot force yourself to like someone even though he has the qualities of your so called ideal man.
7. Fickle-mindedness can be your downfall.
8. Playboys must mature na.. para happy..
9. ayoko ng torpe---?
10. ayoko ng masyadong mabilis
11. Don't push yourself too much on a person because you'll end up nakakasawa. sorry, kasalanan mo eh..
12. It's ok to blahblahblahblahblah...... baka mamisinterpret ng iba eh..
13. Do not drink mocha frappe almost everyday even if you think youd never get sick of it. Plus, it makes you gain weight like crazy. promise..
14. It's fun to have guy friends who don't LIKE you. as in like like.. gets? because you can say everything to them.. without hesitations.
15. Physical attraction won't last.
16. You should look for chemistry.
17. Stay away from drugs, and other vices.
18. I can't stand people who smoke. My friends must not smoke when they're near me.. or even 50 feet away from me. haha..
19. It's not really appealing to be super thin as in stick thin.
20. Work you charm whenever possible.
21. Never make a man the center of you life. NIA.. read #21
22. And never let your boyfriend maltreat you, disrespect you of whatever form.
23. Be in charge of your life.
24. There are people who are so charming that's why they are so likable kahit na they're not gwapo naman. kainis tuloy..
25. I love my family..
26. I love my friends..
27. I love food
28. I feel so unattractive when I have my period.
29. I can become super snappy when it is the time of the month
30. Learn to budget because what happened to me might happen to you. There was a time when I didnt receive my allowance for 2 weeks because I had to pay my cellphone bill.
31. If you're broke, magpaawa ka sa parents especially when they're in a good mood.
32. I still love Jenica even though we haven't seen each other since she moved to Woodrose in grade5. and she loves me back. awww...
33. I can easily open up to people with what I'm feeling
34. If you can't fight for me, loser ka.. ok?
35. There are some things you want so much but can never have. Like a Kuya, in my case.
36. Contentment is the key to be happy.
37. If you're down and depressed but have a lot of money to spend, go to the mall and buy whatever it is that you like. even if you dont need it. it will make you happy for sure..
38. But you may regret it afterwards.. so don't follow #37
39. Eat as much as you want to on Christmas season the starve yourself in January..
40. You'll end up with ulcer.. so don't do #39
41. basta.. learn to eat in moderation
42. You cannot please everyone.. but THEY must always try their best to please you.
43. It's ok to be mean and bitchy at times. Just remember that there are people more mean that you.
44. Don't be so critical of other people. haha
45. Do not be too serious about life.