when sadness fills you..

For some friggin' reason, one of entries got deleted.. why? God knows why.. argh.. I'm so tinatamad to do anything.. Later, I have practices to attend at Mara's house and Camille's house.. yah, I must attend two diff practices. one for Filipino, another for Physics. I dont know which to prioritize.. either way, may magagalit.. so I'm thinking, to be fair to both of my groups, I wont attend any nalang? haha LOL.. joke lang..
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Ive been trying to download Pare Ko of Spongecola but the problem is, it's hard to connect. tagal!!! I already have Pare Ko of Eraserheads but I want the version of sponge. you all know why.. at ang cute ng voice ni Yael dun.. It's tagalog but he sounded conyo. Only he could pull that off without annoying anyone. sheesh..
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I really am sad these days...
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I'm listening to songs lang.. this is not for anyone ah..
..I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've held on to.. I'm standing here to tell you blah blah blah... hanging by a moment here with you..-hanging by a moment-lifehouse

I really find Just The Girl by The Click5 cute..

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Chorus

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Chorus

Just the girl I'm lookin' for
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

cute kayaaaaaaaa....