on a lazy tuesday afternoon..

I didn't go to school today because I woke up late. Fuck, honestly I hate it when i absent myself without a justifiable reason. It makes me feel irresponsible and crappy. Plus, I had to be there for some group works. I'm not the type who would just depend on groupmates to do all the work but still, i get credits. that's not fair. and that's not my thing. that's the thing of the wasted people. haaha

Why does it seem that despite the fact that you're far from my "ideal" guy, you still got me captivated? yes, captivated...
You give me so little yet it seems to be enough?
You're so inconsistent but i don't give a f*ck?
I've heard enough reasons to drift my attention to someone else. someone who i know is 'better' than you. But then, in the end, it's still you I long for?
You say things that are really stupid and crappy, but all of that still matters.
When you stare at me even for just e few seconds, i want it to last forever
When i feel even the slightest touch of yours, it banishes my worries away.
How could you get me think about you until i fall asleep?
The little look you give, the little smile you plaster on your face, the little affection you show me, are all so little but seems to be sufficient?
Why do i find it funny when you say things that aren't even funny?
Why couldn't I take my smile off my face when you're around?
Why do you keep on lingering through my mind?
Is it just me? or you're that charming?
You made me vulnerable, you freak! hehe

SHIT! I hate it when I'm like this. I'm not ussually like this, or so i thought.


you're the laughter in my silence
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'cause I... I know i can never be enough to replace your whatever
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everything is still and silent without your love
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and everytime i see you passing by, i just sit here waiting for you and i will talk to myself on a lazy sunday afternoon..
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Rhia told me: "masyado ka maganda para sa kanya.. bagay sa'yo mas gwapo. kaw *toot* ka nalng"
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BR's so O.A. but funny. haha! yesterday, magka-text kami..
Carlyn: guess who just called me on my cellphone!
BR: if c *secret* un at touch ka, i'd kill myself!
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Sometimes, a man can't see when he has someone so special sitting right in front of him. That's how foolosh SOME men can be. I'm not referring to all ah. Just a few.
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HOT!
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I'm listening to Spongecola kanina pa. I like most of their songs. ang gwapo pa ng voice ni Yael! soo manly.. dba Xab?
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tomorrow we're going to practice for our dance production. 2 periods in the morning and 2 hours in the afternoon.
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maiiwasan bang bawat sandali ika'y laman ng puso ko