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hmmm.. I want to thank sir Zaraspe because I'm no longer apathetic of what's happening in our country's economy and politics. I am actually more aware now than ever before. Imagine, I was actually watching the news this morning and afternoon.. and, I can apply my knowledge on the bill of rights and constitution thing.. He's sooo good.. i mean, his way of teaching. it's so effective.. at least for me. But seriously, everytime it's economics class, I really listen. then i often find myself amazed by how smart and politically/economically informed he is. Yuck, i'm writing about a teacher? nice one..

oh btw, yesterday, sir was so mayabang.. he kept smiling because he wanted to tease me. He looked stupid tuloy..

LSGH prom got postponed. It's supposed to be tomorrow, but due to chaotic people who want to bring Arroyo down, they'll re-sched it on another day. bummer! I was excited pa naman. Pat also.. I can tell she's really saddened by it. Her gown's ready na weeks ago pa. while me, I haven't picked up my gown yet from the designer.. ohwell, no thanks to the rallyists. basta, on prom night, i'm gonna take lots of pictures... and i mean a looot.. a lot of pics with Pat.. a lot of pics with the other friends i'll see there.. and pictures of my gown. I hope my gown turned out pretty.. i havent seen the finished one yet.. weeeeeeee!!! I'll get it tomorrow.

I want to learn the art of photography.. you know, with different effects and lightings.. so that i can take a lot of nice pictures.. pictures that are fit to be in a mag or something.. i'll take pictures of anything under the sun.. and then i'll put up a gallery so people could see my works. but then again, that's not my priority.. and i'm not really thaaat into it..

I've been dying to learn how to play the guitar since last summer. Please teach me how.. And i want to prove Nia wrong.. she told me it's not bagay for me to play guitar.. hmph.. guitars would look so much better if i'll be the one to play it. hahaha nah, i'm just kidding.. I dont have much time to learn how anyway.. but i still want to..

I'm also planning to take up dancing lessons this summer with Pat. it'll be a triple purpose. 1st, i'll get to be good in dancing. 2nd, i'll shed off my extra pounds. 3rd, it'll keep me from boring myself to death.

grabe, i want to accomplish a lot of things. and of course, i must read a lot also. i have to read at least 8 thick books this vacation. 3 of which must be a grown up book. coz i've noticed, most of the books i read are just superficial, "dumb blonde" books. haha.. Jaire describes the books i read as "books that have girly girls on the cover".. hahaha sooo true.. I HAVE TO FEED MY MIND!!! maybe i should read the newspaper also. not only the fashion and lifestyle section but the news part itself. or maybe not.. that'll be way overboard. that would totally kill my sane mind. I'll stick to reading magazines with glossy pages.

heeeeehhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhheeee.... wow.. la akong magawa.. i dont want to study naman.. next week's our final exams. my last exams in high school.. can you believe it? time flies..

i want to buy stickers for my starbucks planner. every day that i'm happy or something really great happened on that day, i'll put a sticker. just to remind me that God is good. and I love my life.. and i love myself.. yehey!! i also want to make a scrapbook that will document my high school life, friends, and the highlights of it.. I already have a scrapbook but it's still empty. it's soo cute. its a tinkerbell scrapbook. cute pixies.. and i love tinkerbell's costume.. i love tinkerbell.. and i like peter pan and wendy and mermaids and magic and fairies. aaawww... my inner child is predominant.. just the way i like it.. ohhh i suddenly remembered what Kai told me, maybe the reason why my parents think I'm still a kid is because i act like one.. and i throw tantrums.. but hey, i act mature when needed. totoo naman ah.. Sabi kaya ni Pat nagmamature na ako.. beh!!!

I've never met someone as RUDE as him. Grabe, I can't believe how rude he is.. (guess why it's green)

when sadness fills you..

For some friggin' reason, one of entries got deleted.. why? God knows why.. argh.. I'm so tinatamad to do anything.. Later, I have practices to attend at Mara's house and Camille's house.. yah, I must attend two diff practices. one for Filipino, another for Physics. I dont know which to prioritize.. either way, may magagalit.. so I'm thinking, to be fair to both of my groups, I wont attend any nalang? haha LOL.. joke lang..
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Ive been trying to download Pare Ko of Spongecola but the problem is, it's hard to connect. tagal!!! I already have Pare Ko of Eraserheads but I want the version of sponge. you all know why.. at ang cute ng voice ni Yael dun.. It's tagalog but he sounded conyo. Only he could pull that off without annoying anyone. sheesh..
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I really am sad these days...
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I'm listening to songs lang.. this is not for anyone ah..
..I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've held on to.. I'm standing here to tell you blah blah blah... hanging by a moment here with you..-hanging by a moment-lifehouse

I really find Just The Girl by The Click5 cute..

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Chorus

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Chorus

Just the girl I'm lookin' for
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

cute kayaaaaaaaa....

uh puhlease..

OOOOHHHHmygawd…. I super duper want a prom!!!! A formal PROM ok? Pucha.. can’t believe my school is sooooooooo corny.. lalang.. I just viewed my cousin’s prom pictures.. she’s from Holy Spirit.. and they had their prom last week ata. argh… I’m inggit… there.. I said it.. haha.. I want a formal prom talagaaaa… you know, total dressed up night. Super fun.. damn stc.. I already have my supposed to be gown for prom or grad ball or whatever.. grrr… this is preposterous… KJ! I’m so bitter pa rin.. STC kasi eh.. I wanna dress up.. and see all my batchmates especially my friends all dressed up.. and looking stunning. and you know, prom nga is a good reason to invite your ultimate crush eh.. but siyempre, I don’t have the guts to do that ever.. but diba.. at least..

I want to have my debut na tuloy.. and I want it to be held in a hotel.. Manila Peninsula to be exact.. or the coconut palace(but maybe I’ll save this venue for a more special occasion) but my mom doesn’t want in a hotel.. so probably she wants me to have a SIMPLE debut lang. so not happening… I’ve had enough of too much simplicity in stc. this is driving me nuts..

Ok.. if all else fail, how about my wedding? Sometimes I think about my wedding day because of the preparations. And of course, the gown I’m gonna wear. Hmph!!! I’ve already thought about my gown and shoes. even the brand. And the…… and the… Haha joke..