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hmmm.. I want to thank sir Zaraspe because I'm no longer apathetic of what's happening in our country's economy and politics. I am actually more aware now than ever before. Imagine, I was actually watching the news this morning and afternoon.. and, I can apply my knowledge on the bill of rights and constitution thing.. He's sooo good.. i mean, his way of teaching. it's so effective.. at least for me. But seriously, everytime it's economics class, I really listen. then i often find myself amazed by how smart and politically/economically informed he is. Yuck, i'm writing about a teacher? nice one..

oh btw, yesterday, sir was so mayabang.. he kept smiling because he wanted to tease me. He looked stupid tuloy..

LSGH prom got postponed. It's supposed to be tomorrow, but due to chaotic people who want to bring Arroyo down, they'll re-sched it on another day. bummer! I was excited pa naman. Pat also.. I can tell she's really saddened by it. Her gown's ready na weeks ago pa. while me, I haven't picked up my gown yet from the designer.. ohwell, no thanks to the rallyists. basta, on prom night, i'm gonna take lots of pictures... and i mean a looot.. a lot of pics with Pat.. a lot of pics with the other friends i'll see there.. and pictures of my gown. I hope my gown turned out pretty.. i havent seen the finished one yet.. weeeeeeee!!! I'll get it tomorrow.

I want to learn the art of photography.. you know, with different effects and lightings.. so that i can take a lot of nice pictures.. pictures that are fit to be in a mag or something.. i'll take pictures of anything under the sun.. and then i'll put up a gallery so people could see my works. but then again, that's not my priority.. and i'm not really thaaat into it..

I've been dying to learn how to play the guitar since last summer. Please teach me how.. And i want to prove Nia wrong.. she told me it's not bagay for me to play guitar.. hmph.. guitars would look so much better if i'll be the one to play it. hahaha nah, i'm just kidding.. I dont have much time to learn how anyway.. but i still want to..

I'm also planning to take up dancing lessons this summer with Pat. it'll be a triple purpose. 1st, i'll get to be good in dancing. 2nd, i'll shed off my extra pounds. 3rd, it'll keep me from boring myself to death.

grabe, i want to accomplish a lot of things. and of course, i must read a lot also. i have to read at least 8 thick books this vacation. 3 of which must be a grown up book. coz i've noticed, most of the books i read are just superficial, "dumb blonde" books. haha.. Jaire describes the books i read as "books that have girly girls on the cover".. hahaha sooo true.. I HAVE TO FEED MY MIND!!! maybe i should read the newspaper also. not only the fashion and lifestyle section but the news part itself. or maybe not.. that'll be way overboard. that would totally kill my sane mind. I'll stick to reading magazines with glossy pages.

heeeeehhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhheeee.... wow.. la akong magawa.. i dont want to study naman.. next week's our final exams. my last exams in high school.. can you believe it? time flies..

i want to buy stickers for my starbucks planner. every day that i'm happy or something really great happened on that day, i'll put a sticker. just to remind me that God is good. and I love my life.. and i love myself.. yehey!! i also want to make a scrapbook that will document my high school life, friends, and the highlights of it.. I already have a scrapbook but it's still empty. it's soo cute. its a tinkerbell scrapbook. cute pixies.. and i love tinkerbell's costume.. i love tinkerbell.. and i like peter pan and wendy and mermaids and magic and fairies. aaawww... my inner child is predominant.. just the way i like it.. ohhh i suddenly remembered what Kai told me, maybe the reason why my parents think I'm still a kid is because i act like one.. and i throw tantrums.. but hey, i act mature when needed. totoo naman ah.. Sabi kaya ni Pat nagmamature na ako.. beh!!!

I've never met someone as RUDE as him. Grabe, I can't believe how rude he is.. (guess why it's green)

when sadness fills you..

For some friggin' reason, one of entries got deleted.. why? God knows why.. argh.. I'm so tinatamad to do anything.. Later, I have practices to attend at Mara's house and Camille's house.. yah, I must attend two diff practices. one for Filipino, another for Physics. I dont know which to prioritize.. either way, may magagalit.. so I'm thinking, to be fair to both of my groups, I wont attend any nalang? haha LOL.. joke lang..
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Ive been trying to download Pare Ko of Spongecola but the problem is, it's hard to connect. tagal!!! I already have Pare Ko of Eraserheads but I want the version of sponge. you all know why.. at ang cute ng voice ni Yael dun.. It's tagalog but he sounded conyo. Only he could pull that off without annoying anyone. sheesh..
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I really am sad these days...
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I'm listening to songs lang.. this is not for anyone ah..
..I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go of all I've held on to.. I'm standing here to tell you blah blah blah... hanging by a moment here with you..-hanging by a moment-lifehouse

I really find Just The Girl by The Click5 cute..

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Chorus

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Chorus

Just the girl I'm lookin' for
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

cute kayaaaaaaaa....

uh puhlease..

OOOOHHHHmygawd…. I super duper want a prom!!!! A formal PROM ok? Pucha.. can’t believe my school is sooooooooo corny.. lalang.. I just viewed my cousin’s prom pictures.. she’s from Holy Spirit.. and they had their prom last week ata. argh… I’m inggit… there.. I said it.. haha.. I want a formal prom talagaaaa… you know, total dressed up night. Super fun.. damn stc.. I already have my supposed to be gown for prom or grad ball or whatever.. grrr… this is preposterous… KJ! I’m so bitter pa rin.. STC kasi eh.. I wanna dress up.. and see all my batchmates especially my friends all dressed up.. and looking stunning. and you know, prom nga is a good reason to invite your ultimate crush eh.. but siyempre, I don’t have the guts to do that ever.. but diba.. at least..

I want to have my debut na tuloy.. and I want it to be held in a hotel.. Manila Peninsula to be exact.. or the coconut palace(but maybe I’ll save this venue for a more special occasion) but my mom doesn’t want in a hotel.. so probably she wants me to have a SIMPLE debut lang. so not happening… I’ve had enough of too much simplicity in stc. this is driving me nuts..

Ok.. if all else fail, how about my wedding? Sometimes I think about my wedding day because of the preparations. And of course, the gown I’m gonna wear. Hmph!!! I’ve already thought about my gown and shoes. even the brand. And the…… and the… Haha joke..

Collide-Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Singing Mode.. lalalalala

• I'm crazy for you.. touch me once and you'll know it's true.. I never wanted anyone like this. It's all brand new.. You feel it in my kiss.. I'm crazy for you..
• Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right? have you ever?
• There's this super cute song, Just The Girl by The Click5.. cute cute.. wala lang...

Shiny, Shimmery..

yipee.. Where will I study kaya? Ateneo or La Salle? I got accepted in both universities naman(galing ko noh?) but I'm still waiting for the UPCAT results. haha.. waaah.. I still don't know which course to take up. My course in DLSU is Business Management while in Ateneo, European Studies. GRRR... I shouldnt have put EU studies as my first choice. I changed my mind, I want Management Eco or Management. But I'm still sooo confused..

Uhm.. I copied these stuffs from a bulletin board post of my classmate.. I'll italicize the things that I like..

1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randonmly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that youare amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair,like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
35. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you

I'm a sucker talaga for romantic movies and sweet people. That's why I'll never forget.......................... even if...........................

Tomorrow is our Chicago play.. For sure we're going to make a very sabog performance. duh.. no practice eh. as in.. I don't know nga what to do tom eh.. Let us all suck in agony.

mixed emotions. predominantly anger.

The Sweetest Thing...

There were times when I sit or lie down by myself and think of the scenes I've seen on movies or I've read in books which I find romantic and then imagine it happening to me. One of which is to watch awesome fireworks display together with someone special, or with someone you like. I'm not referring to ear-deafening firecrackers alright? I'm talking about the colorful, unique and big fireworks that shoot up the sky, like in the World Pyro Olympics which was recently held near the Mall of Asia in Roxas blvd. And then while watching, his hands find yours, the wind grows colder, he draws closer to you and nothing else matters anymore, just the two of you and the fireworks of course. Everything seems perfect and in place. Suddenly, your aching legs doesn't hurt anymore.. The both of you were silent for a while and then unexpectedly, the guy utters something you never thought you'd hear from him. "...I like you.." Your heart starts beating at a faster rate but you'd try to act as NR as possible, like hey, it was no big deal. But then again, he looks and stares at you while smiling, probably searching for any reactions on your face. Oh my, he's so charming and sweet, as usual and you find yourself blushing. You'll also smile because you can't help but to do so, you're so happy by what he said but half confused whether he's just kidding to piss you off or what. And then from then on... you'd be called a couple.. ghad, can't think of a better ending. haha..

But guess what, that scene actually happened to me. Yes.. it did!!! hahaha except the part when "..his hands find yours.." and "..from then on, you'd be called a couple.." The rest, it somehow did actually happen. Imagine, the two of you watching together the fireworks and then when you least expected it, those words came out of his mouth. haha Imagine, what a perfect setting talaga eh. Fireworks and then... waaah!!! But it was so malabo because it just wasn't supposed to happen talaga eh because he's __________________________________________________amp!............. ............. and.......................................................... damnit! It wasn't really supposed to happen.. but it did.. but wrong eh.. but it did.. but dapat talaga hindi na lang.. wah.. labo! still, I'm somehow you-know-what with it. awwww...

Farewell to the Year 2005..

wow... I love 2005.. so loved it.. I learned a lot of things, met new and interesting people, some of them are so damn nice while others hate you just because they're fuckin insecure.. I gained experiences that opened my mind to new possibilities, had some firsts which were at the beginning really scary and all.. and a whole lot more. wah, it surely was a blast. but ofcourse, I also had my encounters to bumpy, hell-like roads. kaya nga fun eh.. may variation of good and bad times. basta.. lav it! I also love December 28, 2005. hehe.. why? can't tell yah.. it's written in my diary. but basically EK trip yun with sila.............. sooo.. since it's January 1 na, new year, I want to list my reflections, insights, realizations or whatever you may call it, as a closure.. nax.. not in order ah.. random toh.. and later on.. if I have the time, I will make a New Year's resolution to start of 2006..

1. I had so much fun this year but the most miss-able month for me is the month of May. why? A lot of reasons. haha the people I met last summer made the remaining months of 2005 truly fun--->fun is an understatement. yesh i know.
2. You don't have to study so hard to get good grades.
3. You must learn how to balance your social life with studies. YinYang..
4. People can be so selfish and success oriented that they tend to forget and take you for granted.
5. You can fall for the most unlikely person. I mean, your idea of a perfect prince charming will seem to be void of meaning when destiny lets you meet the person who you really like.
6. You cannot force yourself to like someone even though he has the qualities of your so called ideal man.
7. Fickle-mindedness can be your downfall.
8. Playboys must mature na.. para happy..
9. ayoko ng torpe---?
10. ayoko ng masyadong mabilis
11. Don't push yourself too much on a person because you'll end up nakakasawa. sorry, kasalanan mo eh..
12. It's ok to blahblahblahblahblah...... baka mamisinterpret ng iba eh..
13. Do not drink mocha frappe almost everyday even if you think youd never get sick of it. Plus, it makes you gain weight like crazy. promise..
14. It's fun to have guy friends who don't LIKE you. as in like like.. gets? because you can say everything to them.. without hesitations.
15. Physical attraction won't last.
16. You should look for chemistry.
17. Stay away from drugs, and other vices.
18. I can't stand people who smoke. My friends must not smoke when they're near me.. or even 50 feet away from me. haha..
19. It's not really appealing to be super thin as in stick thin.
20. Work you charm whenever possible.
21. Never make a man the center of you life. NIA.. read #21
22. And never let your boyfriend maltreat you, disrespect you of whatever form.
23. Be in charge of your life.
24. There are people who are so charming that's why they are so likable kahit na they're not gwapo naman. kainis tuloy..
25. I love my family..
26. I love my friends..
27. I love food
28. I feel so unattractive when I have my period.
29. I can become super snappy when it is the time of the month
30. Learn to budget because what happened to me might happen to you. There was a time when I didnt receive my allowance for 2 weeks because I had to pay my cellphone bill.
31. If you're broke, magpaawa ka sa parents especially when they're in a good mood.
32. I still love Jenica even though we haven't seen each other since she moved to Woodrose in grade5. and she loves me back. awww...
33. I can easily open up to people with what I'm feeling
34. If you can't fight for me, loser ka.. ok?
35. There are some things you want so much but can never have. Like a Kuya, in my case.
36. Contentment is the key to be happy.
37. If you're down and depressed but have a lot of money to spend, go to the mall and buy whatever it is that you like. even if you dont need it. it will make you happy for sure..
38. But you may regret it afterwards.. so don't follow #37
39. Eat as much as you want to on Christmas season the starve yourself in January..
40. You'll end up with ulcer.. so don't do #39
41. basta.. learn to eat in moderation
42. You cannot please everyone.. but THEY must always try their best to please you.
43. It's ok to be mean and bitchy at times. Just remember that there are people more mean that you.
44. Don't be so critical of other people. haha
45. Do not be too serious about life.

A Whatever Entry For A Stupid Person

You make my heart beat faster and slower all at the same time. There are times when memories with you are enough to get me all hyped up. For some reason, you make me happy. You give me this unexplainable bliss. A feeling that I get only from you. You may not know it.. and I don't have plans on telling you anyway. I've been told by the people who care to you know..., you're not worth it. And probably if I'd use my mind, I'd agree with them. But then again.. argh.. rhetorical na yun..

December 24, 7pm. You called me on my cellphone and greeted me Merry Christmas. and...

ok stop it na.. I'm saying too much na.. but no one reads this anyway.. so why hide? ok ok.. contradicting.

I'm not happy naman right now eh. I can't even smile. Not even a forced, fake smile. You know why? huh? Because you didn't greet me on the day itself! asshole! babaw amp..

IF I KEEP MY HEART OUT OF SIGHT
If i keep on talking now
I'll only start repeating myself
And all i can say is
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

If i slip and tip my hand
I'm certain to scare you away
Then what would i say
I'd be hurting i'm certain
I'd be uncool to let you know that you're the one
The fool who jumped the gun

'cause i've been advised by other girls
You've left behind
Your goodbyes are somewhat unrefined
But if i play my role just right

Tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine

If i present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If i keep my heart out of sight

If i play my role just right
Then tonight could be my lucky night
And you could be mine
If i present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Oh, shiny and new
Well, you couldn't say no tonight
If i keep my heart out of sight

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• I've noticed.. this month's and next month's issues of magazines are going to be all about prom again.. that's nice.. IF the admin of STC would be kind enough to hold a prom or a ball for us to at least make one night of our high school lives memorable. i mean, proms are supposed to be a night worth remembering right? but it sucks, we don't have prom or ball. people.. symphatize.. errr..
• oh my Prince Charming, come my way.. and sweep me off my feet.. you wearing your tuxedo and me wearing a precious designer ball gown. you, arriving at my doorstep with a bouquet of red roses. ride in your bentley. then we'll live happily ever after in our palace. i don't want to live in a castle.. that's so medieval. palace is better.. or the Cohen residence.. yuck.. so ideal.. *one hard slap* ok.. back to reality.. this is the effect of watching too much chic flicks.. especially dreamy fairy tale-ish ones.. lav it..
• "maiiwasan ba ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko.. ngayo'y lilipas na hindi kita nasisilayan.. nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na lalong mahulog sa iyo.."
• i was left inside.. without a clue..
• aaahhh.. gwapo voice:Yael Yuzon.. can play the guitar pa..
• "Let me know if I'm doing this right. Let me know if my grip's too tight. Let me know if I can stay all of my life.. Let me know if dreams can come true.. let me know if this one's yours too coz I see it.. and I feel it right here.. and I feel you right here.."
• "subalit ngayo'y wala na.. ikaw ay lumayo na.. naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan.. naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan.."
• "coz I.. I know I can never be enough to replace your whatever.. "

early this afternoon, i watched again "Raise Your Voice". yeah, Hilary Duff's movie.. i dunno, everytime i watch that movie, naiiyak ako. for real.. because in the story, she has an older brother but then, he died due to car accident. but basta, her kuya did things before he died just to make her dreams come true. as in they were super close and all.. my younger sis finds it weird when i cry because of the movie but then, that's because I've always wished that i have a kuya. not kuya cousin or not kuya friend or whatever fake kuya. a real kuya. ohmygawd.. i know.. i sound so desperately pathetic for wanting something i can not have. like duh! hahaha Eia and I want a gwapo and hot kuya. so that his friends would be gwapo and hot too.. haha labo.. basta.. bakit ba?

hmmm.. xmas vacation.. as of now it's been fine. i went out friday after exams with Eia, Tin, Trina and Jan. yup, they're all from section 6. went to Jan's house, then Greenhills. then met up with their soiree friends. Lee gave the 5 of us tickets to lasalle's christmas fair for free. haha 200 each din dapat un ah. lalng.. good thing pinayagan ako. I was with Eia naman eh. my parents trust Eia. so there, we were in lsgh. blah blah.. don't want to go into details.. basta we're supposed to stay there until 9 lang because there's a gig pa dapat na pupuntahan kami.. but hindi na natuloy kasi wala lang.. hehehe diba Eia?

oh.. the other day, we went to Starbucks in Tomas Morato. my dad got into a fight. with wesley gonzales. my mom, sis and i stayed inside the car lang tapos they were outside. when i saw him, i was like "ohmygod that's wesley!" i had a crush on him before kayaaa.. but he's rude and mayabang pala eh. but then, he's so tall and I like basketball players nga.. hahaha.. nakakainis lang siya.. after tuloy my dad told me something like, yan, wag ka pipili ng mga ganyan kind ng tao.. haha bakit ba?

I only need 4 more stickers to get the starbucks coffee planner. hahaha!!! Nia, masarap kaya peppermint mocha. i don't like toffee nut..

oh shit.. The OC's about to start..

week before exams=hell week.. i shooo wabs ich

this week... (monday to wednesday)

• Jha gave each one of IV-2 a rose. awww sweetie.. nakakasurprise nga eh kasi we came back from the practice house and then pagdating namin sa room, there were roses in every table. miss jha..
• Sr. Zaraspe called me "princess carlyn... princess" a lot of times nun monday... awww... hahaha bea, if you're reading this.. i know.. jealous? tsk3.. give up beafur.. joke.. i dont have a crush on him.. astig lang siya super because he's uber smarty...
• labo ng 2 tao.. nambibitin eh.. may sasabihin tapos wala. argh...
• i'm texting with Carlo and Br right now. singit kasi si BR payat nangaaway pa.. kaya hindi ko na siya bati.. *suntok*
• grrr naman.. i cant think of anything more to write..
• ooohh... Ms. Aguilar is mad at us. she's been in a bad mood lately. we're so unruly daw eh.. except me.. i'm as good as an angel..
• I WANT THE STARBUCKS COFFEE PLANNER THING... grrr...rawr..
• the basic psych elective class went to a mental asylum yesterday.. so ofcourse, bea was my partner. hahaha... fun but freaky at first. imagine, we had to mingle with crazy people. but nakakaawa nga sila eh because there was this old man.. he's really really intelligent. but maybe that was his downfall.. he has schizophrenia.. awww...
• i'm sooo busy talaga..

sucky saturday

Grrr… I so hate this friggin day due to a lot of really exasperating reasons. First, we have Saturday classes. Half day.. second, I woke up late. Around 6:10am, when my school service usually arrives by 6am. Fortunately, it’s late and got to my house like 6:30am. But still, can you imagine how stressful it is to move so fast early in the morning? Sobrang nagmamadali ako. And then, when I’m inside the car na, I remembered I wasn’t able to fix my stuffs because I didn’t have the time. I found out later in school that I left my g-tech, wallet, lip balm, perfume, alcohol, hanky, some books, and my cell phone pouch. Talk about total annoyance. So obviously, I wasn’t in my speaking mood again. If that wasn’t enough, here’s more. We have a project kasi for religion. Community profile thing. Jo and kate were my partners. Eh the submission’s last week pa, apparently late na nga. I told them dapat Tuesday this week ma-pass na namin. But they didn’t do anything!!! As in nothing.. eh since I wasn’t snappy that time, I didn’t get mad. I kept reminding them to do their part na but they’re really irritatingly irresponsible. I gave them until today, Saturday to accomplish the task I assigned to them but irresponsible talaga eh. Buwisit talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mygod, si Jo gumawa nun part niya but when I read it, I was like “wtf, super babaw naman ng content.” But of course I didn’t say it to her. Nakakainis talaga!!!!! Sr. Valencia got mad at us tuloy kasi I was the only one who made a personal reflection eh dapat individual yun. He said if it’s incomplete, he’ll give us a failing grade for the project. So of course, I got really really really furious. Aaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh…. I’m controlling myself lang not to say bad words. … then, I decided I’m gonna do the project on my own. Bahala na silang dalawa sa buhay nila. If they’re thaaaat negligent of their responsibilities, well, I’m soo not like them. Fuck naman talaga.. sort of nag-away pa kami ni Jo. I’m snappy today. I can’t help it so bear with it. Besides, she started it. She approached me all mataray and stuff. Kapal.

Moving on.. I was supposed to go out this afternoon. Tentative plans were supposed to be in katip, GH, and Xavier bandfest with Rhia. I betcha know what happened… this shit always happen. Grrr… pag nagka car na ako and marunong na ako magdrive, I’m gonna go out everyday. Hmph!!!! So the rest of the day, I stayed at home. Depressed, furious, mad, enraged, exasperated and the like. Everyone’s out there having fun except for me, stuck here at the center of gravity (wtf? Physics)… and no one’s texting me tonight. Only a few but eventually wala na. grrrness… nahihiya tuloy ako kay Jocas kasi we were supposed to meet up in GH. Eh he didn’t text me naman before going there so hindi niya alam na I’m not going anymore. He texted me when he was already there. Feel ko he’s mad or naiinis. Oh well.. so much for wanting to go out. Things don’t go my way. Things don’t fall into place. Everything’s a wreck. I’m sooo mad today. My eyes are puffy. I’m bored. Wala ako makausap. And I don’t want to talk to anyone naman din. So basically, this is what happened to me today. Sounds fun? Yeah.. sarcastically.. can this get any worse?

People, I’m not a brat. I don’t always get what I want so please don’t tell me that I am especially when I’m mad. Because I might just snap at you. You can tell me that when I’m in a good mood or when I’m happy para hindi ako snappy. because when i'm mad, i'll take it as an insult. but when i'm happy, i'll take it as a compliment. hahahahaha...

random thoughts.. again...

1. hahaha!!! after school, we went to camille's house, which is just near STC.. then, we started making our project for trigo.. a diorama.. my groupmates are camille, jaire, pathech and nia.. but jo also came with us..
2. we'll finish it maybe tomorrow.. hahaha..
3. I had my first bite of isaw today! hahaha.. well, actually two small bites.. the first one was quite ok.. but the second bite.. eeewwwww.... i tasted something really really eeewwwyyy... haha but it was pretty fun to have my first bite of isaw with my friends.. hahaha so shallow...
4. ahaha!!! another first.. we watched *toot* ahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahh!!!!!!!!! so eww but funny talaga... but yuck pa rin... hahahaha... fun...
5. memorable day huh?
6. for some outlandish reason, STC shorties has added me in friendster. it says that they only add theresians 5'2 and below. uhm... Newsflash: I'm almost 5'6.. tsss...
7. btw, vicky's supposed to be in our group for the trigo proj. but she opted to join the group of the outstanding students in class(yup.. the smart-assed ones) it's kinda insulting really.. i mean.. yah sure, you're becoming like so desperate to have super high grades. so you rejected your friends and all. we rarely talk.. we barely hang out anymore.. i'm sure you know why... it's basically because you think your grades is everything.. and nothing else matters.. but ask yourself.. does it make you really happy? because based from what you told me before.. you're doing that to please your mom. you let them pressure you so much.. everytime i see you, it's either you're studying, cramming, complaining and the like. you're always nervous.. i'm not mad or anything ah.. i'm trying to understand.. of course we have different priorities but hello? life's too short not to enjoy it.. and to confine yourself in a room filled with books just to please other people..
8. i wanna learn how to play the guitar!!!!!
9. and probably form a band when I become really good at it..
10. hahaha.. wishful..
11. yael!!! i luuuuuveeeee your voice.. especially in jeepney.. ohgosh.. woohoo spongecola.. haha.. i'm listening kasi to their album right now eh..
12. i need to drink a lot of water..
13. and eat less.. but still eat chocolate.. lots of it..
14. let go of the hand of the person you love but dont let go of God's hand for when you hold his hand, He might be holding the person you love on his other hand.. to let you hold each other... in time.. (nice noh? got this from carlo the jester.. haha)
15. nakakatamad naman magattend ng practice tomorrow for the music play, chicago.. yeah.. cell block tango.. but still.. ntatamad ako..
16. grrrr... for the next three weeks, we're going to have saturday classes... talk about shit!
17. on the bright side.. i'm thinking.. since half day lang naman.. maybe we can go out after.. hmmm.. sounds fun...
18. coz my heart starts beating triple time.. with thoughts of loving you on my mind.. i cant figure out just what to do.. when the cause and cure is you...
19. i love jotting down my random thoughts..
20. so.. i'll probably do it more often than writing in paragraphs..
21. i love the song "promise i make"..

random thoughts..

1. grabe.. IV-2's nasa hot spot na naman.. dami problems and stuff.. i mean, there is no feud or whatsoever but basta.. no need to expound on that..
2. i miss reg. we used to always talk to each other, share what's going on in our lives, give advice.. and the like. so kanina, nagkwentuhan kami and gave me advice. awww... i dunno.. i miss reg.. even though i see her in class everyday..
3. i'm broke..
4. I'm getting fat.. sbi ni Pathech and laki daw ng tummy ko..
5. I have astig lip balms. m&ms, snapple grapes, snapple raspberry and apple flavor. and it taste good too. kai got skittles lime flavored one.. but i dont like lime..
6. Rhia's happy, i know.. her Martin's arrival is on Sunday..
7. I'm becoming iyakin. before talaga no.. but lately, when i hear my classmates' problems, tears roll down my eyes. maybe that means i'm not cold anymore. haha..
8. Rhia.. sino uli un nagpaiyak sa akin???
9. Kara, Eia and I were thinking of organizing a ball after graduation. hmmm.. sounds fun..
10. I know someone who's a poser..
11. Will my parents allow me to go out on Saturday? nah...
12. I've applied only in UP, ateneo and lasalle for college. kapal noh? what if I dont pass in any of these schools? tsss.. good thing there's gonna be anothere UA&P test in january. and there's always miriam as the laaast resort. but no way..
13. migrate kaya kami?
14. no.. not in a million years.. and that's not gonna happen anyway..
15. besides, i cant leave my friends here and i dont want a foreigner husband..
16. except maybe for adam brody..
17. oh yeah, i have a new seatmate.. camille..
18. good times don't last, neither the bad times.. so good, bad.. good, bad..
19. i miss you. i miss everything about you. enough said.
20. physics is super hard to understand. i mean, it's ok for me to memorize concepts and everything but i really hate computations..
21. di mo man lamang naisip.. na idahan dahan.... di ako sanay sa biglaan. unti unti nalng sanang nawala... tannie's fault. she was singing this practically the whole day. so now it's stuck on my mind..
22. nobody's gonna treat me better.. i must stick with you.. nobody's gonna love me better.. i must stick with you forever.. lavvv this song...

i hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair. i hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much, it makes me sick -- it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh --even worse, when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you -- not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all

got this from eia daneia my lovable friend.. love love eia mwah mwah..

ohmygad.. cedric diggory. super gwapo.. mas gwapo kay harry potter.. haha.. just a thought..

i am seriously broke. i had to pay my last month's and this month's cellphone bill.. and because i was depressed last saturday, i bought something unimportant. but then, that was because i was really upset. i wasn't able to attend our practice, our plan of going to gateway after was cancelled also. i didnt watch the play production of my friend's batch. and greenbelt pa. but i didnt want to go in all those naman eh. i only wanted to attend the prac then gateway to watch a movie with my friends. but due to some unreasonable whatevers.. walang natuloy. that always happens naman eh. i should learn how to drive na or else i'm gonna be stuck here at home forever. so there, i was badtrip the whole day. tantrums nga eh. but not severe tantrums. duh.. so in the evening, my mom and dad asked me if i want to go out daw. hahaha finally... we went to galle and watched harry potter. full na eastwood eh.. oh yeah cedric..

• Himala, kasalanan bang.. humingi ako sa langit ng... Isang himala?

tensyonado by soapdish..

Nagulat din ako
Nung malaman na hindi lang pala ako
Yung nanghinayang
Nong nagaway tayo noon
At natuluyan sa iyakan at tampo

Chorus:
At sandali lang
Huwag ka munang magsalita
Di ko hahayaan lahat ito ay mawala
Ang iniisip ko kung pwede pa ba tayo

At miserable
Paulit-ulit lang ang nangyayari
Paikot-ikot tayo parang bote
At nasanay ka na ba doon
At nalimutan ang aking mga tanong

Chorus 2:
At hindi malinaw
Pwede bang wag kang sumigaw
Di ko hahayaan lahat ito ay maligaw
Nagtatanong sayo kung pwede pa ba tayo

Chorus 3;
At sandali lang
Huwag ka munang magsalita
Di ko hahayaan lahat ito ay mawala (repeat)
Nagtatanong sayo kung pwede pa ba tayo

• yehey!!! the OC later.. gonna see seth cohen.. yikee kinikilig si josie jo
• rhia.. 6 more days to go..

this sucks!!! bigtime...

I just read something somewhere.. and it makes me want to break into tears.. as in when i was reading a part of that entry, it's like.. shit!!! i hate you!!!! i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yyyyooooooouuuuuuuu areee ssssssoooooooooooooo mmmmeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn tttttttooooooooo mmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iiiiii wwwwwwwiiiiisssssssssshhhhhhhhhhh i didnt get so attached to you.. that i never got used to you being always there for me.. sana you weren't so nice and caring to me before.. sana hindi m sa akin pnafeel na special ako syo..

oh my gosh.. i dont want to be bitter anymore... matagal na yun eh.. for christ's sake.. and that was NOTHING naman.. it was nothing.. nothing talaga.. ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr........

sige, don't make paramdam. don't do anything.. i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! remember that.. you're sooo insensitive and manhid. i thought you were different. but hell was i wrong.. so wrong..

tssss...

shit.. i terribly want to talk to you. normal conversations.. you know.. make me feel naman that you're still there.. at least as a friend. that's the least you can do. not you panget ah. sooo not you..

there are a lot of chocolates here in my house.. grrrr... what a temptation. i must not give in.. but i want chocolates talaga!!! ++++++++pounds again ah.. damnit.. at least chocolates make me happy.. chocolates are better.. hahaha

no one said life's gonna be easy..

i find it really miserable when i come to think that we're losing someone again. yeah.. it's catastrophic. we though we're all going to graduate together. we didn't want to leave anyone behind. but sadly, that's not going to be the case. anyway, i wont go into details anymore because i have to respect her. no one else should know, then gossip about her. that would be too awful. oh well, whatever happens, we'll pray for you and support you. we know you can surmount this. it's only a tragic phase that you have to go through. but it will pass. just help yourself and dont give up. be strong for you, for your family, and for us, your friends.. (the sub).. everything's gonna be fine. and you'll feel better and think better. you'll surely improve. i still believe in you. let this serve as a lesson not only to you but for everyone that it will do you no good. no good at all. it'll make everything worse pa. i'm gonna miss you.. seriously.. but dont worry, you'll always stay in our hearts.

to the most obnoxious, arrogant person. well, not exactly..

ikaw.. kala mo naman ang gwapo mo. well, to tell you honestly, you're soooo not! but.......... anyway.. like what i've said, ang kapal ng mukha mo. i know you'll never get to read this but i just have to let it out. panget ka! sabi ni rhia.. hahaha diba rhia? as if..!!! sabi ni rhia and panget panget mo daw. hindi tayo bagay. diba rhia? love you rhia..

friday night! yeyeah...

grrrr... there are two parties tonight and i wanna go thereeeeee!!!! there's this lasalle static party in san juan and ateneo party in makati. since i was in lsgh party na last night, i want to go naman to ateneo party later. but i doubt if my lola's going to allow me! by the way, my parents are going to arrive tomorrow from US. i miss them already and i'm excited for their pasalubongs for me. hehehe...

ikkwnto ko what i did last night, friday...

where do i start? hmmm.. i'll make kwnto chronologically so it'll be organized... after school, i went home then fixed myself for Pj's birthday party. 4J people were there, so we were introduced. then dinner. then erose asked me if i want to go with her and mika to valle 6 for lsgh's batch party. 3rd year. so there, we left tierra pura by 8pm then went to valle6........ with my 11 year old sister... awesome... just great... can you imagine? she was nagging me 70% of the time.

since my cousin's class from holy had an interaction with lsgh, sila kasama namin last night most of the the time. i was introduced to a lot of people eh but unfortunately, i forgot most of their names. hello? the sound system was too loud. so i acted nalng like i heard their names.moving on.... at the beginning, it was really boring because there were a lot less people than i expected... and it's unorganized. sobra. only a few bands performed, and they weren't even good . but then, it's fine because they were really friendly(?) i had fun, eventually.. some approached me and said something like.."hi i'm blahblah. i'm from lasalle.." "i'm blahblah. you are? what school are you from?" "... do you mind if i introduce my friend to you? coz he has a crush on you.." gutsy noh? because i, myself cant just go around and introduce myself. haha.. there was this freaky guy who came up to me and he was drunk. he leaned so close to me so i stepped backwards. but he leaned again so i moved away na. he's mark daw, nakakainis kasi he was drunk and basta he's eeeewwww... after a few minutes, he approached me again. he asked if i'm doing something tomorrow and if i'm going to static party. after i answered him, i moved away from him na. he was freaking me out. his classmates told me, "sorry, he's drunk na. freaky no?" freaky tlga.. when we got bored inside the function room, we went to the park which is just next to it. yeah playground. swing!!! hahaha.. dun kami sa circular swings. at first there were only a few of us there but eventually, there were a lot of other guys already. martin was the most makulit guy last night. he said to me, "you're drunk!"... i was like, "excuse me, no i'm not! and i don't drink"... "yes you're drunk. you're reddish.." .."i'm naturally red, you can ask phyl pa"... labo.. and he took my phone and hid it! bad boy. hahaha. i missed swings.. i remembered, during my prep days, i would always go to the playground first thing in the morning to save me a swing. then we would compete on who can swing harder and higher. moving on... phyl, mika, tin, me, martin and odi left valle6 then to starbucks, libis. since it was already past our curfew, we went back to valle6 because my cousin's driver was waiting there. we left at around 12:30 when we said that we'd be home by 11pm. hahahaha.. good thing my parents aren't here yet or else they'd get really angry at me. we reached tierra pura past 1am. stayed there for a while. PJ's friends were still there. ate Tin was sleeping already. Kuya Greggy was still out. he had a gig again. ohwelllllll.... basically i enjoyed..

around 2am, my mom and dad called from abroad. yeah, i was glad they called becasue i soooo miss them..

i woke up around 7am. thaaaat early. i checked my phone, 3 new messages. one's from pao.. he woke up soo early. after some texts, natamad nako...

oh yeah, there were three pathetic girls last night. they didn't have other friends ata there eh. and they danced in a slutty and bitchy manner. yuck, feeling hot.. but they're sooo not! no one even bothered to get their names because they were super trying hard to catch attention. yuck! the other girls naman wore super revealing clothes. the other was like wearing "pokpok" shorts. hahaha.. i just noticed.. i mean, girls dont have to wear revealing clothes just to look sexy or hot. i think it's even waaay better if you can look sexy without even trying to.. right? a guy told me once, it's better if a girl wears jeans and shirt but can manage to look good and sophisticated. dba? and expose(well not really expose).. flaunt one asset at a time. not all at the same time. learn how to balance..oh well, just a thought...

i want to go to......................................... tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have four pending books to read.. one's for school, "The Inferno". there's "Duchess", bombshell something book, and "Have Glass Slippers, Will Travel"... i have to feed my mind..

Ok.. so we’re third place in our dance pro.. considering the fact that the judges deducted 15% from our total grade because of the fabric predicament. We still managed to bag the third place. But ofcourse, it still sucks. Bigtime.. but then again, it’s over now.. gotta move on.

It’s easier to blog because you’ll just type in the letters. Less hassle. But I think it’s better to write it eh.. lalng..

My weekend last week, Friday to Saturday night, I spent it with my relatives in Puerto Azul. It was pretty fun. My cousins, sister and I stayed up like until 1:30am or so. We played scrabble and made kuwento at the same time. Hindi pa nga kami dapat matutulog eh but a security guard called our attention. He received two phone calls na daw complaining because we were too noisy. Tapos my cousins nagkwento ng creepy stories and stuff.. like what if that guard’s a ghost nap ala blah blah blah. Hahahha.. all of us ran upstairs kagad. Haha.. pinaka duwag si PJ. Inunahan ba naman ang girls.. is that right? Hahaha.. kuya greggy gentleman, he let the girls go up first. Hahaha… then we went to the beach, had pictorials. Naax… haha..

Oh by the way, due to lack of communication and stuff, we shared the rest house with some other people. But they were all decent naman eh. They were around 12 ata boys and girls. They work already in really good companies like Smart telecoms and URC. Rich kids actually. And they were really nice to us. Ate Tin and I had a crush on one guy. Hehehe.. nice huh?

One of our helpers disappoints me so much. There was a woman the other day, with her two daughters who rung our doorbell. Eh they got the wrong house pala. But our maid still let them in. she let those strangers come in my house. My parents aren’t here pa naman ngayon. The thing is, what if they were evil people and robbed our house? What if they had guns pala? What if they hostage us? I mean, there are endless possibilities. We could get hurt because of her well.. lack of information----that’s an understatement… stupidity… we’ve told them a number of times already the house rules. That before they let anyone in our house, they have to tell the authorized person first. Duuuhhhh…

i finished reading A Knight in Shining Armor last night...... aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww.... i so love the story.. ganda ganda ganda.. there were a lot of twists but it's all good.. do you believe in reincarnation? hmmm.. who was i kaya in my past life?

well yesterday morning, Patrick and Ace went to my house. then we went to Celeb with my sister. then Starbucks in Convergys, Commonwealth.. after, hinatid na si Ace then me and my sister.

Late afternoon til night, i was with my sis, my cousins, and friends ni Kuya Greggy.. Raymond and Gally. Gally was my Expert Guides classmate for one day. before we were re-sectioned. small world noh? Raymond reminds me of Jappy. haha chinito.. so, Tierra Pura, Galle.. window shopping.. blah blah.. we were all supposed to watch a movie but some shit happened.. Erose, tin and i didnt watch na. we strolled nlng.. bum tlga.. i didnt have much money to spend eh because i'm saving. what else? didnt go into details na ah.. katamad eh.. went back to my cousin's house lahat kami.. then went home past 11pm na.

i was supposed to go out with friends today.. apparently, we didnt push through.. crap! oh well blah blah blah.. so lazy to do anything.. later i'm going to Tierra pura again.. then ortigas maybe. tomorrow, puerto azul with relatives. until sunday na yun. so how well i be able to accomplish my school stuffs now eh? i'm gonna be out of town. so sunday night, i havta cram. real cram. for christ's sake!

oh yeah.. tawagan ko pa pala si Rhia the great. corny tlga ng multiply title. so labo.

happy happy joy joy

yehey.. lalng i'm soo happy today. things are going well for me and i hope this will last. I know that we can still like patch things up.. it will improve eventually.. yeah.. haha he's medyo nagtatampo nga ata eh because he's asking for my blogsite but i don't want to let him see my entries.. siyempre.. so that i'd look enigmatic to him and bsta. he's like "sorry na you dont trust me.." but hello, i super trust you.. more than you ever know. hahaha.. but of course.. he has to guess pa and take risks. right? or am i right? haha labo..

i love the book i'm reading.. A Knight in Shining Armor by Jude Deveraux. Kate vera cruz lent it to me because she knew i'm gonna like it. and she's right. hehehe

when i check my new friendster account, it makes me smile when i see how many people viewed my profile. lalng.. i don't know if it's a lot na but for me it is.. hehe.. as of this moment, it's been viewed for 889 times already. lalng.. just sharing..

oh yeah, i read kate hipolito's sister's blog entry about our dance pro. it felt good reading such entry that praises our work. hehe.. here's an excerpt..

they're still winners to me

Yeah I sound like a doting older sister AGAIN, but hey my sister's section is sooo good yesterday . And it's so unfair about the costume (and not just because Kate is the costume designer).But whatever. They still did a bleedin' GREAT job out there and their production was the shiznit and I don't really care if the judges (or some faculty members) are willing to overlook an excellent dance production for some crappy issues about fabrics etc.
Remember IV-2: People are only mean when they're threatened.

In your case, maybe some overly agitated person (let's just say person, we don't want people guessing HAHA) saw your terribly good moves during practices and it scared the daylights out of her skull because maybe, just MAYBE, her own minions weren't good enough. Tears. Let's go weep in agony now, shall we?God I don't really care about her. You're still winners in your own right, and you know you did good. And not that I'm biased or anything, but I think you're the only one who did justice to Pinikpikan. I mean can you imagine what Sammy Asuncion or Maria Bello would say if they saw those other dances using their song? NYAHA.

to watch our vid: go to www.kristellalala.blogspot.com

gggggrrrrrrrrrrr kasi talaga.. injustice.. what's more is hindi deserving un class na nanalo. i'm sorry to say this. i have really close friends from that section but hello.. they didnt deserve to win. but because of their devilish co-adviser, they managed to eeerr win. tsss... she's just envious of how great and amazing we were.. ok.. enough said.. oh yeah.. i soo love my class IV-2. yep sure we have our share of differences and all. but still, we love one another. and i just feel so lucky to be part of it.. let your light shine.. be a blessing.. huwaw..

i'm soooooo happy tlga right now. the sober feeling covers my frustrations. awww... thank you.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
sooo happy... mwah mwah mwah..

'till they take my heart away...

I dont want to write in paragraphs..

1. I was on the phone with Jappy kanina. haha nakakatuwa siya weh. saya kausap.
2. yesterday was our family day in school.. so i left the house around 6am. then fetched Eia. got to school at around 7am. we fixed ourselves and changed into our costumes. hair and make-up. saya nga nun eh. super. then practiced.
3. I saw a lot of people. hmmm.. Jappy and Carlo were late! Jap told me they'd be there by 10am but around 11am na sila dumating. haha they got lost daw kasi. haha traffic and wala parking. so when they arrived, i asked Jaire to go with me to gate3 to give them entrance tix. lalang astig nga eh kasi tagal ko na rin hindi nakikita si Jap nun. i though kasi hindi siya pupunta eh..the second to the last time I was with him ata nun Sept.3 pa, then yesterday na. kaya saya! lalng. kakagulat hair mo. Gabio was in STC too because he watched her sister's performance and of course, IV-2's. and cute, he made like a banner na hindi banner tapos nakalahay "go IV-2" something... awww.. ang sweet.. our friends supported us.. aaaawwww... sila Nicoh, Bombee, Ivan, Franz, Chino, Rhia's friends, andrew and jon, etc.
4. IV-2, unfortunately didn't win.. for the first time.. tsss... Duh, the judges minused like 15% from our grade because of our costume. my classmates and i mourned for a while. we practiced so ahrd. our body ached.. nagkapasa kami ang all. as in we gave our best. tssss... unfair because pinayagan naman kami na gamitin un costume eh.. tapos they minused 15%.. duh!!!! everyone.. well almost everyone gave us feedbacks that our dance was really good. there were a lot who thought IV-2's gonna win. even the teachers, even students from other sections, the crowd and many many more. Sr. Zaraspe said yesterday something like.. "di na ako manonood ngayon kasi mainit eh.. nakita ko na naman un dance nyo eh. but alam ko nanaman un magiging result eh. siyempre kayo champions." aaaaaaawwwwwww... sweet ni Sir.. but unfortunately, injustice prevailed. injustice talaga. sir zaraspe should defend us because he's studying law. lalng.. Ms. Gineta sat next to me while watching the others perform. i love her!
5. the crowd cheered for us and they loved our performance. that's what matters anyway. compared to the decision of a few.. while we were dancing, i really heard them cheering. but ddduuuuuuuhhhhhhhh... injustice pa rin
6. wow.. may nagpage daw sa akin sa mic sa stage yesterday after the dance pro. my cousins daw. hahaha then i found out sila jappy, gabio, carlo, nicoh at bombee pala un. nakakatawa
7. after.. we went to my lola's house. took a bath. ate.. then returned to stc. eh i was super depressed then.. i wasnt in the mood to enjoy the night for some reason i dont want to expound.. i was quiet all along except for the time when my friends and i rode the horror train. hahaha it was corny but nagenjoy kami. tawa kami ng tawa at sigaw ng sigaw. hahahahfun!!!!!!!!
8. Jaire was my partner last night. date kami. hahaha
9. Cute ni Boom and Tan. They borrowd my white fur bag, acted like they were models. hahaha
10. i left stc around 7pm. katamad eh.. i was not really in the mooooooddddd.. saaad.. but i'm ok na. super ok na
11. what else??? ehhhh.. natatamad na ako.. labo ng title ko. LSS eh..
12. i'm soooo happy today... aaaaaaaawwwwwww........ diba? you know why dba? aaawwww